Guess who,

In random order :
Serra Annisa, Hartini Soraya, Alessandra Syukrika, Dina Stephanie, Istina Dwi, Ferinda P Lestari,
Cindera Gana, Ástidira Apti, Dimico Ardan Syah Rediga, Dias Anugrah M, Annisa Sachi H, Bryan
Oscareino, Anindya, Soeminar, Robert P Siregar


1. "I hope you know I'm cool with everything now. And I hope you know that I've never lied about
how I feel towards you."
2. "You're my surprise. My sweet sweet surprise. Your sudden existence in my life is a gift, my
blue girl."
3. "I miss your tenderness, how nice and sweet you are. It's one of the thing I miss most from the
Sophomore Year"
4. "Despite the messed up stages we had been in, I wish you remember we had a fucking good
run. And I thank you for it."
5. "Remember what I asked you to do on October 25, 2008? Well you've been doing really great,
taking best care of her. I couldn't ask for anyone better for her."
6. "In one side you can be my guilty-pleasure partner, but in the other side you may be one of
the wisest thinker I know. You're as angelic as your voice."
7. "You comfort me. I hope you know how much I like being in the late student's line with you
several morning in a week."
8. "Things change, we don't only stay the same, we grow closer. And I'm glad."
9. "You're my lighthouse, Bestie. You guide me, you light my darkness, and despite how much you
like to joke on me, you truly care."
10. "I'm nothing without you, Ni. Even when sometimes I'm rude to you, you repeatedly say you
love me. You show me what unconditional love is."
11. "Lucky I'm in love with my bestfriend."
12. "3 years in Junior High will not be as beautiful as it was if I didn't have you by my side. You're
my best friend, forever."
13. "I idolize you, I do. Every time I'm asked to make a short-bio of my life's role model I write
about you. You're a magnificent man."
14. "We rarely fight as we grow older, and I wish we stay this way. And we should dance more!"
15. "Beautiful. Every time I'm asked to describe you I use that word, truly. You're hot, and it
doubles when you dance."


Which one is you? Go guess.


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Cinta (revised)

Kenapa cinta?
Ada apa dengannya?
Kau tangisi, kau ratapi,
Kenapa cinta?

Lantas, air mata?
Amarah, dengki, benci,
Yang kau kata demi untuk cinta?

Kenapa tak kau beri cinta benci?
Biar ia merasa, biar ia merana
Kenapa tak kau genggam jantungnya?
Kau hentikan detaknya
Kenapa tak kau kau biarkan cinta mati?
Tak kau lindungi hatimu sendiri?

Tidakkah cinta mudah roboh?
Tidakkah kau, kau, dan kau, bodoh?

Kau kata cinta,
Kau aku kau pencinta,
Kau elu pilumu atas nama cinta

Untuk apa?
Untuk siapa?
Untuk cinta?

Cinta,
Aku tak kuasa.
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Am I? I think I am :

Spontaneous Idealists are creative, lively and open-minded persons. They are humorous and dispose of a contagious zest for life. Their enthusiasm and sparkling energy inspires others and sweeps them along. They enjoy being together with other people and often have an uncanny intuition for their motivations and potential. Spontaneous Idealists are masters of communication and very amusing and gifted entertainers. Fun and variety are guaranteed when they are around. However, they are sometimes somewhat too impulsive in dealing with others and can hurt people without really meaning to do so, due to their direct and sometimes critical nature.

This personality type is a keen and alert observer; they miss nothing which is going on around them. In extreme cases, they tend to be oversensitive and exaggeratedly alert and are inwardly always ready to jump. Life for them is an exciting drama full of emotionality. However, they quickly become bored when things repeat themselves and too much detailed work and care is required. Their creativity, their imaginativeness and their originality become most noticeable when developing new projects and ideas - they then leave the meticulous implementation of the whole to others. On the whole, Spontaneous Idealists attach great value to their inner and outward independence and do not like accepting a subordinate role. They therefore have problems with hierarchies and authorities.

If you have a Spontaneous Idealist as your friend, you will never be bored; with them, you can enjoy life to the full and celebrate the best parties. At the same time, they are warm, sensitive, attentive and always willing to help. If Spontaneous Idealists have just fallen in love, the sky is full of violins and their new partners are showered with attention and affection. This type then bubbles over with charm, tenderness and imagination. But, unfortunately, it soon becomes boring for them once the novelty has worn off. Boring everyday life in a partnership is not for them so that many Spontaneous Idealists slip from one affair into another. However, should the partner manage to keep their curiosity alive and not let routine and familiarity gain the upper hand, Spontaneous Idealists can be inspiring and loving partners.

Adjectives which describe your type: spontaneous, enthusiastic, idealistic, extroverted, theoretical, emotional, relaxed, friendly, optimistic, charming, helpful, independent, individualistic, creative, dynamic, lively, humorous, full of zest for life, imaginative, changeable, adaptable, loyal, sensitive, inspiring, sociable, communicative, erratic, curious, open, vulnerable

---Taken from Ferinda's blog

"I can see clearly now...."

Hello. Hi. I'm here. Home. Lying on my bed. And this morning I went to school. And now I can proudly say that I'm doing so much better.

Going to school turned out to be a perfect decision. My boyfriend picked me up in the morning - for the first time ever - and we went to school together. Well, not directly to school since it was too early.

The morning was beautiful, was flawless. And as the day continued everything follows in the joyful path. My friends were the best. They brought so much joy to me and I quickly feel repaired.

And my boyfriend... Well, S, I've always known how much you mean to me but I didn't know that you have this big of an impact towards me. Today, you're my sunshine. Yes, you are. I love how you stayed close to me wherever I am. You didn't tell me what to do, you just showed me what happiness is and the fact that it's still with me. And you led me, yes you led me to take those steps back to life, the wonderful one.

I was trying to step out of misery and my loved ones made every step easier than the one before.

I thank you all. You know who you are.
Sincerely yours,
Ardelia.
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The Past 2 Days

Hello. Hi. I'm here. Home. Not at school. And I'm not doing good. I've skipped school for 2 days - yesterday and today - to rest, or so I say.

I know, I know, maybe now you're thinking the real reason is because I'm just too lazy to get up and go to school, well, that's not true. This is not a case of laziness. I hope it is since it will be much easier and less complicated, but sadly, it is not.

Last Tuesday was one of my worst day in my 16 years of life. It's true, I'm not exaggerating. I started that day already feeling weak, but I carried on. I went to school, and yes, it was a bad day. I ditched Inten cause I felt sick, and my mood was not helping at all. I went home then more troubles came to me. There was this one point where I felt so alone, and maybe I was. No one could help me back then, and I, myself, also couldn't. I cried myself to sleep. With a bad headache, and dark thoughts. So that's how the day ended.

Wednesday came and I didn't have the drive to enter school. My headache was getting worse and I couldn't put myself together just yet. So, I stayed home. The day was OK, was normal, was what I needed, but when my Mom got home, everything was so screwed. And when my father got home, everything turned worse and worse. I cried, I screamed my heart out since I was so hurt. I was so tired of those inhuman expectations.

And I woke up this morning, feeling empty. Of course there were no break for me, I had to hear those insults again as my good morning's greeting.

I didn't know what to do. I was so tired, I am so tired. And I can't face school...... I'm too much of a mess.

What I feel is fear. I'm scared. I'm scared that everything that I've built actually means nothing. I'm scared that I won't be able to get up and get back to life. To a happy life.

God, help me. Help. And sorry for this nauseating post. Sorry